love or hate

I have been waiting for this for a long time
happy moments are waiting in a line
I guess miserable days are over
happy moments are raining like a shower
no more quarrels ,no more fights
everything seems to be set right
i would cry all alone in gloomy days
thinking of past lovely things u used to say
i was tired of hating u for different reasons
ur mood will swing like different seasons
u won't listen to a single word i spoke
and would become stiff like a rock
but last night u said i was most important thing
till end of our lives together we wil cling
conditions turned worst n loving u was not so easy
thinking about leaving you was making me dizzy
but it was not possible ,how could i survive
you were the sole reason for my existence in disguise
u said i was mental freak, u want to leave me
all the extremities t had done is only to make u believe me
but thinking about u will bring a smile on my face
all the anger i held within, seems to be a waste
again i would imagine myself holding your hand
it seemed like god has swinh his magical wand
if its a dream ,i don't want to wake
let me sleep till i meet my end, for God's sake